Former champ and current unabashed performance-enhancing drug user Anderson Silva is in “floundering” mode since it was revealed that he fought Nick Diaz high on just about everything that Diaz wasn’t high on at UFC 183. He’s gone from denying being a cheater to accepting it Brazilian style (a style that’s full of caveats). And now, in the death throws of a career that once upon a time everyone looked up to, he’s pushing for a rematch with Diaz in his home country.

Bro, you ain’t fighting for a long time. You cheated. Your only relevance to the sport now is how your lawyer presents your case at the Nevada State Athletic Commission hearing to determine how long you’re going to be suspended for.

Anyway, here’s Silva posting a plea to Instagram. Read it and feel sad for him.